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BLUE SKIES,BLIZZARDS AND BLOOD

4/11/2009

It?s been a while since I have done this. Blog/Journaling, whatever I?ve started something I only thought sell outs, attention whores and gays do (no offense gay culture please, just noticed this). Whelp I am not gay and certainly not a sell out. In fact I like these, it releases thoughts off my chest and in my mind to paper. In fact the only reason I don?t do these more its cause I?m lazy and too caught up with being busy and falling into the rest of the dull drum of society. Its good to have some moments to thee self, rest, and just think. Especially, when you fight as much as I?ve been lately as few others do as well. This is the way it should be. No breaks, no burn out, all that is for the weak. Did the Vikings get breaks when they were pillaging? Did the Jews get breaks during trying to survive for their lives during the holocaust? No, I did not think so. We are lucky in our society we do not need to worry about this stuff like other society?s do and our past times. Viking Jew you must be. So, lately I?ve been blessed to have so many opportunities and fights. I am truly happy and lucky to be fighting, staying healthy, and making money for my family and me. It?s almost better now. Of course I would love to go to the big shows, affliction, strike force, UFC, Japan, and really feel I can do quite well in all of those. However, there are plenty of tough people in the world to fight and plenty of world championships to win. Within time I will be in a big show and once there Ill take a belt. But, boy it would be nice to find myself inside the UFC cage. A great story. It would be my third time back, and if I had the opportunity and I would do all in my power to fulfill it, fight only the best, surprise a lot of people, and grab a belt while Im at it. IF they gave me a chance I would be damned to blow it again, and guarantee only bittersweet victories. I cry just thinking about it, and get Goosebumps. Within time my friends. The hare looses the turtle always wins. As my grandfather used to say. So Ill use this time to fight guys that could be in these big shows, tough men. I will travel, train, garnish experience, be battle tested, receive many scars, and most importantly be victorious in many shows. This is my goal; this is what I must do. I must keep on fighting as much as possible, keep healthy, once in the big show than Ill rest, but only little, just for balance. You need balance. I will give it all in these fights. For I know my worth, but I must show myself my own worth, my family, pride, my kids, my fans, our world and our people. Life is too short to let waste. I hate using I. Really it?s horrible. So much people use I, I,II, I. Cocky bastards, a lot of people. But I love them all. So enough rambling how bout the last fight, training, personal, and my next fight...

First off I want to thank all of you who follow me in one way or another, or are mma fans. So all lovers of me, thanks, lovers who are now haters, thanks, haters that are now lovers, thanks, and haters that continues to hate. Thank you. For I would be nothing without all of you. And have a voice people! I remember when I first started fighting, and even now while I?m still fighting all over the place how many dirt bag promoters there are. And I mean bottom of the barrel, piece of shit human beings who were involved in the sport and making a buck. My impression is changing these days. However, I must remind you as of this journal I have 17 professional fights and the only video coverage I have all my fights is the UFC and one shitdog fight I did. So all of my other fights, and some notable wins and fights as well I?ve never received a video. What the fuck people how am I going to show my kids. Well even the last one (feb 14th) I really liked, like most promoters do, get you to like them. But still no fucking video. Even ones on national TV, paper view, Hd net and no video! By the way from the ?TUF 7? season video, I had to buy the season on DVD. I never received anything, but I love the UFC, I made them rating and never even got a video. Its all good, I got drunk. Look what happens. Anyways, these guys at king of champions, Denver, were cool cats. I liked them and got a genuine good feeling about them. Hopefully it stays that way, as I believe it will. I actually like them and the show. Even though I was truly hated by the fans. But it?s all good I fought their hometown hero. Chris Cammozi. And remember how I was saying there?s a ton of tough dudes out there that belong on the big show well this kid does and he?s only 22. His only loses were to two ufc vets, and he was beating the shit out those guys until rookie mistakes in the last minute or so in the last round of the fights. Pretty much the dude should be undefeated. SO even though I don?t like admitting it before the fights. I was a little worried. However, I train with the best, that?s all I do is fight and train, and know I hang with the best so I was very confident. I also feel in the last couple months something clicked. Maybe I was hit in the head, maybe touched by an angel, or some weird thing is now processing my boy and soul but I feel a lot better. And really I am not trying to brag, I just feel like my game has jumped all of a sudden tremendously. I feel I am ready for all comers, and finally becoming a more well rounded fighter. I love jiu jistsu, shit I did not think I would say that. My shape also felt great for this fight. Imp sure once it airs on HD net and inside mma others will not think so as chunks flew out of my mouth. Lets just say the altitude got to me. Denver is a mile up there, and I don?t care how I look or how tired I am I am at a stage where it does not matter, too much too loose, I would have to die in there. I?ll push through it. There are much tougher fights than an mma fight in life. So Camozzi, well I know he was a kickboxer more or less, a decent wrestler and tough jets. He was also a native to Colorado. At this time I felt better in all areas. We did not trade much, more of a ground war, he had good jiu jets. I connected an overhand right.blah blah blah blah, read websites about that stuff and just watch it. He good stuff too. I don?t know I just do it. Like the nike commercial. Colorado was beautiful, the woman, the sky, snow and sun. The first two days we were there; full on blizzard, roads closed down. I took a nice run at night and the next day in the beautiful snowy area. I felt my lungs lightly bleed out and my head tremble, it was an unreal and good feeling. I felt like a warrior fighting in snow and awesome battle and tough surving condition but humans have done it before. This is no different. Than two days later clear blue sky, nice sun, hotter than San Diego. It was awesome, it was majestic. The mountains in the distance were really beautiful. I would make sweet love to the world and the mountains would be my children. We were going to go out there but our ride ended up having babies. Than we were kind of over it, finally in a drunken stupor after the fight we found a ride yet we were over it by than. To my next subject?babies. I am very proud to announce the birth of my next son is going to be next Thursday. Nikolaus Caleb Taylor. My baby?s mama is going to be induced next Thursday for the baby is already so big it would cause damage to her if it came out later. I am very nervous and no matter what I am here for her and always for the kids. It kind of all hit me recently and I am so very excited yet scared, nervous even though I already have one beautiful boy I am always nervous about fatherhood. I do pride myself on my children and love being a dad. I might be a lot of things but I love my kids and will die more than 1000 times for them, and painful deaths. I am stoked my little army is coming to be. And whoever says tough dudes cant produce boys are full of shit, they?re just jealous and pissed they never had any boys. Sucks for them. Anyways I am happy being a modern day true warrior and fighting the fights I want to fight, not to mention my two new little battlers Alexander and Nikolaus. The time for your world is coming my sons! Anyways I?m staying busy, my next fight is right around the corner again. And yes I finally got my first belt (a long time coming) and plan on taking many more and the one I have and ones I get I will not give back I will defend them will all my heart and soul, for now there my children?s belts as well. And no one is stealing from my family.

NEXT FIGHT MAY 2ND IN THE LEGACY OF AMARILLO, TEXAS.!!